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Name: Travis Country: United States State: Connecticut Birthday: 9/29/1987 Gender: Male
Interests: Making my friends happy. Playing Videogames. Playing DDR!!!!!!!!(oh yeah, fat man dancing, cant touch this). Chillin with friends, driving, listening to music of all kinds - mainly hip-hop and similar things. Reading, sleeping, eating. eating. Expertise: Distracting others. Procrastinating. Finding technicalities. Pleasing others. Confusing myself and those around me. Playing videogames. figuring out problems. Reading people. (not neccessarily an expert, but i'm good at it.) Disreguarding myself for the sake of others. umm, there might be more, but i'm tired now, so if i think of more, i'll add it. Occupation: Medical Industry: Medical
Message: message me AIM: f5goddragon
Member Since:
10/4/2004
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| I am truly sorry that i hurt you Meghan. I have been such a fool
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To lose a friend because I love them....a truly ironic event for this day.
~Travis~ | | |
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February 3, 2005. It has been four years to the day since my Mom died. Heart attack. Born Feb 1, 1965. Died Feb 3, 2001. My life has changed a lot since she died. Not all for the good either. I wish I could spend some time with her, talk to her. At least get a hug from her. I miss her a lot. Especially today. Not a good day for Travis. Its hard to believe that four years have really passed already. It seems so short a time ago that I was going to the mall with her. It seems only yesterday that I said goodbye as I left to go to my dads house for the weekend. An event which only I seem to have actually experienced.
~Travis~ | | |
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Happy 40th birthday Mom. We miss you very much.
~Travis~ | | |
| My confusion has cleared. I am sure that i do not harbor romantic feelings towards Heather, I am just attracted to her. I beleive that i am doing well in moving on with my life. There is only one thought, one question that truly plauges me. Love. Was it as she said it was? Was she just fooling herself, and me? Did the way she felt start as one way and turn into something else, something a little different? Is it possible that she still feels the same way about me, but cannot overcome certain obsticles? *smiles* Knowing the answers to my questions would not help me any. I would not benifit from the knowledge. Any answer i get would at best leave me with the knowledge, at worst cause more pain to the both of us. Me for knowing the answer, and her for having to give it. I will not ask her of this. I told heri was done questioning her, and i will not go back on what i said. I have to go now, as the class just ended. Goodbye.
~Travis~ | | |
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